Sorry I have not been on to do anything. Plans are to shut it down as I don’t have time to gather all the mats for the forging for the shop and for my personal usage and make the pies and other foods for the guild.
I enjoy the making of the food items and the forging for me, a couple friends and when the guild needs something in weapons. The shop isn’t, for me, any fun.
But, I made a mistake with my back and it is completely out, I’m lucky if I can sit for more than 45 minutes at my computer desk, most of the time is spent in the recliner and popping pain meds. Not screaming yet, but still in a lot of pain.
Sorry again to leave anyone who bought mats and wonder what is going on, I may or may not restock for one last sale or just pull everything, lots depends on how I feel, what I can do. Little bit better each day, but still can’t do anything. Have slight bad flares but not non-stop like at the first couple days.
Really getting depressed over it. The only thing holding me together is GOD, my husband, son, and the guild who I can chat with occasionally. Dump on @bucfanpaka also as she is a dear friend of mine who understands and is there for me. @AeneaGames also who knows what it is like to be in severe pain and is understanding and patient with me holding up a spot at her Market. Thanks all for your concerns and support, it does help me.
And I’m ALWAYS here for you, anything you ever need for anything, mats, plots, you name it. I’ll get it somehow. It is right though to prioritize, you have to put yourself first, stick just to the things in the game you enjoy and that will help you relax and take your mind off your troubles a bit if possible. We can always go run around and mine or explore or do something totally non-stressful and mindless any time you want - this offer stands for anybody btw, I’m always here to listen and chill out with if I’m on if you just need someone to talk to (though I type slow being a lazy PS4 gamer who hasn’t got a chatpad yet!).