I am deeply saddened by your loss. My heart and thoughts are with you and your family. 
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I’m so sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your whole family. 
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I thank you all very much. It all just still doesnt seem real right now
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My deepest condolence @Phyre-Fly … I’m kinda speechless here. I’m so sorry for you and I’m definitely with you in my thoughts I can understand that it seems all so unreal right now after receiving such a good message. I myself lost one of my brothers too years ago due to an accident. I know how hard this is… I hope you were able to speak out a farewell. Sending all my Love to you and your family what was very healing for me, as stupid as it may sound, is keeping some rituals even its a time like no other. Having some normality keeps your mind settled. For me it was important that we sat together as family, eating together - so you know not everything is falling apart right now in this hard time, who’s left is still with you and holds together and being there for each other while you all need to keep going, for you and your loved ones. The boundless family is here for you @Phyre-Fly 
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Thank you May-L04. Yes everything you said explains it well. She makes my 3rd sibling that I have lost. And it gets harder each time. At least they all dont have to deal with how this works has become anymore and not sick and in pain anymore either. Her kids have looked toward my help for making funeral arrangements and doing all of the speaking for them of things that they have decided. I’m glad I can at least do that, and make them feel more at ease right now. All of you here in Boundless land have been the most amazing people even when times like this aren’t going on. I love each and every one of you
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I’m not good w/words (or sanity) around death, I’m not adverse to talking about it but I haven’t handled death loss well mentally in the past and have too much feeling to have sensible words. I’m wishing you well.
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I’ve sent a powerful air hug your way. Should take a couple days to arrive, and you will feel a column of warmth from the east-northeasterly direction.
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Thank you!
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Thank you very much
May I ask how old are her kids? Not sure if you mentioned already, my brain is a bit tired lately… are they already adults?
My deepest condolences to you and those that loved your sister. What a terrible shock you must have had. xxx
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She has 2 daughters and 1 son, they are from 22 to 28. Something around that. They have little children of their own
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Thank you, yes it all happend so fast. On her 3rd day in the hospital they suggested to her in letting them induce her into a coma to incubate her. Of course none of us was allowed to go see her because she had covid. So she was there all alone to make the decision all by herself. Her lungs and body must have hurt bad enough for her to let them do that because that’s what she chose to do. At that time I knew in my heart that I would never see her again. I even told her that she doesnt have to let them do that if she doesnt want to. But there was nothing I could do to convince her to not do this. I am so devastated and heart broken
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We will be laying her to rest this coming friday
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I’m so sorry @Phyre-Fly 
I really thought there would be a happy end. 
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I’m sorry @Phyre-Fly im sorry that you lost your sister to covid im really sorry that it all went so sudden 
my condolencesto you and your family. stay strong 
the boundless community is here to catch you
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Thank you, I was praying for a miracle myself.
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Thank you, my family and I appreciate each and every one of you
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Sending your sister cosmic good vibes 
( sorry to hear this.)
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Thank you, we will be having her funeral this coming friday
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