Remove/tone down shadow from hand holding light source

as stated in the title. This shadow is way to strong, feels like my lantern is producing more shadow than light. Maybe make player bodies opaque for very bright nearby light, tone down player generated shadows from own light source, make player bodies emit light when holding a light source, make light source held in hand bigger, idk whatever.

Was about to make a post about that. Got some new weird patterns on floor because of this.

But the weirder thing is this is a half-block floor and when I put a lantern underneath the s-shape shadow it becomes this: